sometimes its very hard to be my friend. i know it is. i disappear into fits of unhappiness. i flake on plans. and then without warning i reappear. weeks. months later. links have to be mended. friendships have to be tended. and once again, things go back to normal. tentatively. precariously.

i've missed you all dearly. so sorry to make you worry. i'm trying to be better. and my undying love and gratitude to those who haven't given up on me.