the crazies.

so yesterday was a frustrating day. for various reasons. that i will not go into.

on the subway ride home from work i cried. not just a couple of tears. full on bawled. like i could not hold it in for just 20 more minutes. the woman sitting across from me kept looking at me like i was some kind of leper. yeah, i get it. crying in public is not classy. but it's not like i enjoy looking like a freak. this is not how i get my kicks in life. running around making a fool of myself. being unable to control my emotions. if i had had the option, i would have chosen not to sit on a subway car filled with strangers and have snot and tears come streaming down my face.

i guess everyone is allowed their occassional freakouts, yes? i hope so.

but today i am feeling better. happy mardi gras.