if you see me and think, wow she looks tired

its because i am. very very tired.

still having trouble sleeping. and when i do sleep, i'm having terrible nightmares.

like, snipers chasing after me. and my parents joining a strange fanatic religious cult and wanting to kill me. and everyone in my town dying, and only me and some really rich british guy survive. and i think maybe my therapist? but the british guy and my therapist start avoiding me. which frankly, really hurts my feelings.

i'm not sure what this all says about me. probably that i want to kill my father and marry my mother.