i'm not boring, don't think i'm boring*

i told carolyn i really wanted to spend the rest of my life sitting on the couch watching reality tv. i think i could be happy doing that. occasionally getting up to eat and shower. perhaps watching an episode of lost every now and then.

she told me i still had ten years before i could give up completely. i still need to pretend i have a little bit of ambition for the time being.

crap.

i'm starting a count-down till i turn 35.

*undying love and affection to all who can name that song.